XBL Subscription

for those of you who are known to Xbox Live you will know about gamertags, and honestly things have changed since i have had this gamertag, times have changed and maybe its time for a new one. my xbox live sub is due and i thought maybe instead of just renewing and changing gamertag for 800 ms points, maybe i will start over from scratch, i do have another in place but also thought starting everything over you know, start anew. i dont know why im feeling like this but maybe its cause i feel that i need to open a new chapter in my life. i do believe one has just ended and another needs to begin, so please those of you who read, leave a comment and let me know what you think. do i start all over again, gamerscore doesnt bother me too much really but im not sure, i do need help with this and im asking for it, and that doesnt happen very often, please ppl, i have been doing a lot of thinking and need some help and reassurance.